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*** Schoolmate ***
I came out a bar one night, it must have just before closing time you know, it is the same every night really, too much to drink, waggling home, not aware of anything really, until I felt this hand on my shoulder. And when I looked around I saw an old friend of mine from school. So we talked a little about the old days. And then he said to me: "Hey mate, I know a place that's still open, let's have a last drink there". So we went there, had a few drinks, and then he said to me: "Do you remember the fat, ugly girl from school, you know the boring one, I always used to pick on her? Well a few years ago I saw her again and I really felt like picking on her one more time. So I asked her if she wanted to drink something. So we went to a bar, had a few drinks and I pretended to really like her you know, well I was very nice to her. And then I asked her if she wanted to have a last drink at my place. Well that was ok for her so we went there you know. So I gave her some wine, some champagne, and then I tried to tough her, well, I got really pissed myself you know. But she didn't feel like it, so I gave her some more wine and some more champagne and then I tried it again, but at some point I must have blacked out you know because, well I don't know what happened, but when I came to my senses I found myself on top of her. And she was crying and bleeding you know. Well I got scared you know, so I kicked her out"...
And I was sitting there in this bar, in front of this guy listening to this horrible story you know, because one year ago I met this same girl and I always used to like her at school but she never noticed me then and she didn't remember me now. But I asked her if she wanted to drink something. So we went to a bar, had a coffee and it was really nice you know, and she wanted to see me again. So we saw each other more often and finally we even got involved with each other. But there was always something between us, you know, she was always very sad. And when we got engaged with each other it got worse and worse. And she went to a psychologist and psychiatrists and she even got on medication you know. But it still got worse and worse, and I tried to help her, but I didn't know what was wrong and she didn't want to tell me. And there was nothing I could do. And finally she didn't see another way out but to kill herself. And after she committed suicide I found out that she had been raped by an old guy from school. And I was sitting here in front of this same guy that did it to her, the guy that has ruined my life is sitting here in front me, smiling. And I wanted to tell him how much I hated him and I wanted to tell him how he has ruined my life and that he has, that he has killed the girl I loved. But when I wanted to try and tell him that, there was nothing I could do. There came nothing out off my mouth, just some phonetic nonsense, and it sounded like this..:
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